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I'm blogging now in order to tell you a real story. Since you were reading, so make an effort to get a lesson from this. I have five brothers. And you know what; each of them has a very distinct attitude. Swear to you there’s some which I don’t like. I believe that hands-on things will give enormous impact to our self. But for me, learn from observation or based on others’ experience is sometimes worth enough to give an admonition about the things I should evade.

A dead ringer for what I did. Judging others is not my thing but every so often I will do that. I’m not a perfect girl and I am not a type of superior girl. But for sure I am better than them: those people I refer to. I’m talking about others that I don’t like but not in a straightforward manner. Can’t help it, hehehe.. My blog is like my diary. I don’t think others are interested to read this, maybe yes but once in a while.

At this moment I want to share what I really feel about bringing your lover home. It sounds too extensive. So I’m going to narrow the topic down. This is for those who still young and do not own a house yet, I mean still staying with their parent or someone who staying at hostel and occasionally go home. Nowadays, many do think that it is a sign that the person wanted to be in a solemn relationship. I don’t think so.

My bro used to bring his girlfriends home. Girl might think it is sweet and the guy is actually taking the relationship seriously. Nope! It wasn’t like that. There is just maybe. Girl, do you really think that you are the one who ever get here to be introduced as his girl? A big no for that! I can see it through your smile that you wanted to be a part of his family. When I carved a smile for you during the handshake, it was for the hell of there’s a whisper says “another dupe!”

I think I should tell you a bit about this guy; good looking, have a fine job, own a 4wd car at a young age, simple and have a nice smile. As a girl, he could be one of the finest pick to become a dream lover. His girls are younger than him and some of them just pass their SPM with poignant results. Sorry to say but this is true. This guy told me that none of them is his girlfriend and they are not too endearing as well. Now, who’s the real moron is? For me, those girls are cheap, go back and forth with a guy and damn easy to be carried home. They even cook for this guy and think they’ll be the dreamed wife. Witty! I characterize them as girl because they are so immature.

So as to remind you, be careful with guy’s request. Some might just want to test you with the intention of determining which type of girl you are. If they bring you home, don’t just simply say yes. They may not do something ominous to you but in term of dignity, you should pay a heed for that. Also, try to consider what others may think about you. Ya~ It’s true that you can simply ignore them, but you live with society. They have the right to judge, so don’t be denial. “Being ignorant is not so much a shame, as being unwilling to learn.”

To deal with this problem parent is the most important component. Isn’t it? Father plays the big role in family. If you respect the head of family, you will feel ashamed of doing such thing. Back to the story, the guy is having the guts to bring his girls only if the ‘big man’ is not around. A day off means a girl to be met; single day for each girl. This guy is willing to cancel his date at home just because they don’t have the courage to do so when dad is around. It’s good coz they still have a little respect towards those people who deserved it. Not like other parent, they prefer to be an idiot than a guardian. Letting their child do whatever they want even in front of their eyes.

Now, let’s imagine the contrary things happen. The guy went to the girl’s house and spends a night there every time they had a chance? Haha. WTF? My bro said the girl is actually a bitch. Even a player knows that. So, think before you act. Doesn’t mean that you are free to do whatever you like if no one prohibits you. I have five male siblings and one great dad. They certainly will take a good care of me. Unlike you. Don’t be too wild girl, he is not your husband yet, in fact he is just your boyfriend. Someone who you claim is now rest in peace maybe watching you and your mum. Beware of your attitude. Pity you. Hope he’s the real one for you. It’s that really a love or merely lust? Reading you status at fb sometimes makes me feel you are unhappy and about to face your karma. My bad side of heart says, serve you right. But sincerely from my heart says good luck girl, God bless you.

It’s all none of my business. I’m writing this is just for fun so, no hard feeling. What’s more, comprehend this well. You’ve done reading and i hope you’ll avoid yourself of doing terrible things yet again.

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I don’t feel good. Feels like I want to break down in tears but I cannot find any explanation for that. Nobody hurts me and I’m not pissed off by any other. So why can this feeling exist and let me drown on it. There is slightly unpleasant sense in my soul and I want to heave it out. But I’m now struggling to transform it into words so as to chuck it away. Perhaps, every bit of it is because what had happen recently. Let me take a long sigh. Huuuuhhhh~

The faultless word to describe this few days is ‘boring’. I’ve done nothing unusual compare to the other days though I should have done something this week. Actually, Wednesday was a big day for me. I ought to go for my interview but alas it was cancelled. It is just because a trivial mistake done by the administrator of SPPS ums. Somehow, all the bachelors of education were disqualified to go and take their interview this week. The issue is all about the written date on the senate verification letter. It should be 24 June 2010 instead of 29 July 2010. It’s all in rush.

Back to several days before, I’ve done anything to ensure my preparation is perfect. I went to get verification for all documents needed for the interview. I went there twice, back and forth. I brought a new case to store my certificates. Later on I’ve conducted my tuition. During the night, I was quite tired but I’ve studied after drank a cup of coffee. I stay up late just to get ready for my interview. Also, a couple of days before, I was unable to online due to some problem with my broadband.

Tuesday, I’ve cancelled my tuition class just because I want to prepare well for my interview. Woke up at 7am and checking my FB. Damn. Just a day off and something big happen. Is this for real? I eager to find the answer. WTF? Annoying truth I have to bear. I’m bowled over. Then I said to myself, everything happen for a reason. Yes~ it works. I’m denying the truth that I’m disappointed. I didn’t do anything. Just carry on with my routine. I have much time for myself, plus tuition was cancelled.

Moment past and now I feel something is wrong. Suddenly I feel down. How long will I keep waiting? Staying home and unemployed. It doesn’t feel good to have this feeling. Yes. I’m tutoring some students but that wasn’t because I want to earn money. I do it just because the demand and to fill my time for this while. That’s all. “Time always seems long to the one who is waiting.” This is so true. Yesterday, I went to get a form to become temporary teacher. Till now, I haven’t filled it yet and I don’t even know when will I submit it. Maybe I will, LATER.