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I don’t feel good. Feels like I want to break down in tears but I cannot find any explanation for that. Nobody hurts me and I’m not pissed off by any other. So why can this feeling exist and let me drown on it. There is slightly unpleasant sense in my soul and I want to heave it out. But I’m now struggling to transform it into words so as to chuck it away. Perhaps, every bit of it is because what had happen recently. Let me take a long sigh. Huuuuhhhh~

The faultless word to describe this few days is ‘boring’. I’ve done nothing unusual compare to the other days though I should have done something this week. Actually, Wednesday was a big day for me. I ought to go for my interview but alas it was cancelled. It is just because a trivial mistake done by the administrator of SPPS ums. Somehow, all the bachelors of education were disqualified to go and take their interview this week. The issue is all about the written date on the senate verification letter. It should be 24 June 2010 instead of 29 July 2010. It’s all in rush.

Back to several days before, I’ve done anything to ensure my preparation is perfect. I went to get verification for all documents needed for the interview. I went there twice, back and forth. I brought a new case to store my certificates. Later on I’ve conducted my tuition. During the night, I was quite tired but I’ve studied after drank a cup of coffee. I stay up late just to get ready for my interview. Also, a couple of days before, I was unable to online due to some problem with my broadband.

Tuesday, I’ve cancelled my tuition class just because I want to prepare well for my interview. Woke up at 7am and checking my FB. Damn. Just a day off and something big happen. Is this for real? I eager to find the answer. WTF? Annoying truth I have to bear. I’m bowled over. Then I said to myself, everything happen for a reason. Yes~ it works. I’m denying the truth that I’m disappointed. I didn’t do anything. Just carry on with my routine. I have much time for myself, plus tuition was cancelled.

Moment past and now I feel something is wrong. Suddenly I feel down. How long will I keep waiting? Staying home and unemployed. It doesn’t feel good to have this feeling. Yes. I’m tutoring some students but that wasn’t because I want to earn money. I do it just because the demand and to fill my time for this while. That’s all. “Time always seems long to the one who is waiting.” This is so true. Yesterday, I went to get a form to become temporary teacher. Till now, I haven’t filled it yet and I don’t even know when will I submit it. Maybe I will, LATER.

HoE

This is a real story about a girl named Bitch. Don’t expect me to respect you, coz you do not deserve it. I know the true you, even if you wear a mask or what so ever. But I can give you around of applause, such a perfect masquerade. You are actually a hoe. Being an oldest sister, u should know how to be a good example. Where gone your dignity? Don’t you ever embarrass of yourself? Are you trying to be a western girl? Please, it isn’t appropriate here, it makes you became a cheap girl actually. Your younger sibling saw you were fucking with one of you bf on your room. Shame on you! How can you act like nothing happen? He punched at your door, to wake you up, to save your family’s dignity but you don’t want to listen. Should I remind you that your relatives are anywhere outside and you just bring your bf into your room and making sex. Soon after, your cousin saw you two naked in bed while the guest still outside. I think it is an exact word to call you bitches.

The next day, u lied to your mum, saying there’s nothing going on last night and your sibling actually telling a lie. Most shocking is your mum trusted u. But I think she just being denial coz she’s doing the same thing too. Living with her fiancé just like husband and wife. A widow and widower are together with invalid bond. What an awful family.

One seems not enough huh? You kinda addicted to sex. Having more boyfriend and they just have you like that. Easy. How can you not aware that they just want to play around with you? You are such a moron. Feels like a hot chick when surrounded by men everywhere, frequently brings one of your boys to make out at home. Such a hoe. The most shocking thing is your mum allowed each of them to ‘wear’ you. She also gives permission for your guys to stay in your home overnight. In your room specifically. Notice that, this girl actually lost his biological father few years ago. But, it wasn’t a ticket for her to become prostitute.

I hate this girl because she’s hiding behind her innocent look. A simple girl but a real fake. A slut! Pretend she is religious when she actually just wears it as mask. Now, you must have been wondering how I can know much about this girl. Her sibling told me everything. Keep on telling me how sick it is to have such sister. He asks me to keep it silent and all the conversation is only between us. But today, I’m really sorry for him coz let it out in here. The girls had become one of a thing for us to be in fight. I really hope thereafter we don’t bother about her no more. It got nothing to do with me as well. End of this and everything terminated here.

I pick one appropriate song from my favourite artist, Hollywood Undead entitled Bitches. :p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6vJsHCxBi4