~Gomenasai~

Sorry for all the things I’ve done to you. I never expect this would happen to us. Now we’ve lost it all in sudden. How can I love u is a very special thing to be explained. I don’t even notice in which moment I realize it was just a crush. My heart was too empty. Too many spaces before u moved in. I thought u were the one for me till I meet him. Since then, my feeling for u started to fade away each day. He’s so kind to me. I love u both. But I can only treat u as my friend. Full stop. I’m so sorry. I’m so in love with him and I just can’t please u as it was before, after declaring with him. U keep asking for more and your jealously is the destroyer actually. Till one moment I’ve became conscious that I can’t afford to take it any longer. Whenever I’m with him, u can’t accept the fact that I’m belong to him. I didn’t mean to hurt you. So that I let u go without any words of goodbye. This could be my terrible mistake but I never regret it. U should know by now, it was the best time for you to let me go. Thanks for letting me be with him and even if there’s a resentment left for me, I deserve it.